It’s been 755 days (+76 more) since I last posted something on this blog, when I started it I wanted to post to at least once every fortnight so that I could get used to expressing what was in my head and try to stop overthinking everything. I feel like a lot has changed in that time but also that I’ve just been treading water and nothing has really changed at all…

This week I quit my job, for some people this would be a run of the mill event but for me it symbolises turning the page on much more than just my career for the last 4.5 years. I’m excited but also a little nervous that soon I’ll be starting the next chapter, writing it as I go but with a new guiding philosophy and understanding of both myself and the world at large, but first…

For as long as I can remember and certainly all of my adult life, a lot of the time my mind has felt like a Newton’s Cradle. Well, more like a million of them, all swinging in different directions at the same time. One minute I’ll be wanting to divert my energies towards x and the next y. I’ve forgotten more passing interests than ones I can remember having. Some have lasted days, some weeks, some months, some years.